DesecrationsSmile

I've burnt so many bridges and hurt so many people. I never meant to hurt them, but I did. At the end of the day it floods my mind. I can't escape the feelings pressing down on me. They surround me and grasp my withered body with cold hands. They drain my happiness, my will, my life. Only forgiveness can end my torment but I can't forgive myself. I won't. My soul is tarnished and tainted with my actions. It's only a matter of time before the smoke chokes what's left if me.